babush

"BABUSH"

you came unexpectedly,
never thought i'd fall
for the short time we've met
you knew me that fast
you took me out from where i'm hiding,
you gave me reason to laugh, to smile.

i want you to stay but you have your own
i can't force you to be with me.
cause i know time will come
i'll have my life too.
nothing lasts forever
and i don't believe in
"i'll always be here for you"

i just hope to see you again
so, goodbye...

SECRETS by ONE REPUBLIC

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I’ve been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I’m sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don’t need another perfect lie
Don’t care if critics ever jump in line
I’m Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It’s like were chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

grr.....

I'M GONNA STRANGLE YOU!!

you keep on putting me in a situation where you only benefit yourself!

my music passion went down when me and my ex broke up 4 years ago.

he used to be my number 1 fan, my supporter, everything!

after that tragic (LOL) i decided to stop playing piano, i decided to stop playing guitar, i decided to stop singing. 

i even stopped having contacts with friends who are into musical field.

i stopped everything and isolate myself infront of the computer. 

just playing RAN Online. 

last week, i met someone from a particular local forum site. i will not go into details but we end up being cyber friends. we chat a lot over skype. 

and that; we like this Bad Meets Evil - Lighters feat. Bruno Mars song as we always have this last song syndrome of that song.  

he's a musician, and we actually have so many things in common (we can relate to each other and stuffs like that).

and everytime i see him playing his electric guitar, he inspires me a lot to play again. he's so good and he has a great voice. 

for the short time we've met and for the short time i knew him, i so idolize him. really..

(flex)

*speechless*

"LIGHTERS"

means

accomplishing something, following your dream.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............. emo lng?