CHAOS

i've been sitting up here in front of the computer for hours now without doing anything and just thinking of what me and my "we're just friends" friend talked about.

honestly, i like him because he's one cool person. he loves music and so i am. not everyone can appreciate my kind of music but he does. for a month that we've been friends, he really inspired me to move on (from my stupid ex) and just do the music. sounds a bit corny but yeah.

i understand why people come and go into our lives. many of them had done that with me as i do the same, especially with my cyber friends. But if there's one person i don't wanna go just like that, it's him. i don't even love him. i just like him so much. well actually, i don't know how i feel about him.

if he's not that special to me, why would i spend my precious time talking to him over the phone for hours and chatting with him all night long? listening to his choppy skype calls while singing, laughing with his jokes, eating durian early morning, eating bulalo, and stuffs.

i don't understand. i really don't. ...

babush

"BABUSH"

you came unexpectedly,
never thought i'd fall
for the short time we've met
you knew me that fast
you took me out from where i'm hiding,
you gave me reason to laugh, to smile.

i want you to stay but you have your own
i can't force you to be with me.
cause i know time will come
i'll have my life too.
nothing lasts forever
and i don't believe in
"i'll always be here for you"

i just hope to see you again
so, goodbye...

SECRETS by ONE REPUBLIC

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I’ve been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I’m sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don’t need another perfect lie
Don’t care if critics ever jump in line
I’m Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It’s like were chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

grr.....

I'M GONNA STRANGLE YOU!!

you keep on putting me in a situation where you only benefit yourself!

my music passion went down when me and my ex broke up 4 years ago.

he used to be my number 1 fan, my supporter, everything!

after that tragic (LOL) i decided to stop playing piano, i decided to stop playing guitar, i decided to stop singing. 

i even stopped having contacts with friends who are into musical field.

i stopped everything and isolate myself infront of the computer. 

just playing RAN Online. 

last week, i met someone from a particular local forum site. i will not go into details but we end up being cyber friends. we chat a lot over skype. 

and that; we like this Bad Meets Evil - Lighters feat. Bruno Mars song as we always have this last song syndrome of that song.  

he's a musician, and we actually have so many things in common (we can relate to each other and stuffs like that).

and everytime i see him playing his electric guitar, he inspires me a lot to play again. he's so good and he has a great voice. 

for the short time we've met and for the short time i knew him, i so idolize him. really..

(flex)

*speechless*

"LIGHTERS"

means

accomplishing something, following your dream.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............. emo lng?

waiting shed

"sana magkita ulit tayo"

sabi ko sayo,

habang naghihintay ka ng dyipning

maghahatid sayo sa kanya.

"magkikita ulit tayo"

sabi mo sakin.

pero di mo maipangako.

"maghihintay ako"

sabi ko sa sarili ko,

habang nakikita ko na ang dyipning papalapit,

ang dyipning maghahatid sayo sa kanya.

-hihintayin kita dito,

dito kung san mo ko iiwan,

kahit ilang dyipni pa ang dadaan,

dito parin ako, maghihintay sayo.

"mahal na mahal kita"

bulong ko sa sarili ko.

bago ka tuluyang nilamon ng

dyipning maghahatid sayo sa kanya.

alam kong narinig mo,

alam kong alam mo,

pero alam kong ayaw mo na.

kaya maghihintay nalang ako,

baka sakaling balikan mo pa ko,

dito....

sa dampa..

SMARTBRO (NO CONNECTION) for 5 days!

So it all started last May 2, 2011.

As I was setting up for my home-based work, I noticed that my connection was fluctuating. I am an email responder so I should be careful on my responses; making sure that I sent it correctly and no "double send".

I called the SMART COMMUNICATIONS Customer Care, but they said that there's an on going ENHANCEMENT to serve us better, so I understand that.

May 3, 2011

There's STILL no internet connection and I was like "what kind of ENHANCEMENT IS THAT!!". I called the SMART COMMUNICATION hotline again. The CSR I talked to said, "we can't do anything about it Ma'am". Okay I just said to myself, "patience is a virtue Aia, naging CSR ka rin."

May 4

The same, no internet connection. I called again. The one I talked to assisted me technically over the phone but nothing happened. He said, he will just send me a technician to check over our antenna.

May 5

Nothing happened. I called again and again and again. I already forgot that I was a CSR before, and screamed over that girl CSR who said that my schedule for the technician to come over was moved to June 1. "So, June 1 pa ko mkakapag trabaho nito!!" Good thing, I don't do trash talk.

May 6.

I called again because there's still no internet connection but I wasn't expecting anymore because they said that the technician will be available again on May 8 but expected the unexpected. In fact, I already scheduled myself to go to an internet shop to rent pc to do my job.

Surprisingly, someone called me over the SMART number I used and it's the technician.

Now, I have my connection after 5 days!! weeew!

AJ PEREZ died at the age of 18

It's just so sad that a young actor like AJ Perez left so soon. You'll never know when you'll be gone! This is so sad.

AJ Perez had vehicular accident in Tarlac just awhile ago, April 17th 12:10am on his way home. He suffered multiple head injuries causing his death.

Source: http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/entertainment/04/16/11/actor-aj-perez-killed-tarlac-highway-accident

ZEST AIRWAYS ONLINE BOOKING ACCEPTS UNIONCARD EON DEBIT CARD :)

Me and my friends are going to Manila this April 2 for the E-games Domination 5 event. But then it's not a business trip so we're looking for the cheapest fare, we'll just go there to meet online game friends.

ZEST AIRWAYS is the answer! Lol.

Sad to say, Zest Airways booking online don't accept Bancnet Cards which many of us have, since me and my friends doesn't have a credit card only debit card. So we're wondering if Zest Airways accepts Unionbank EON debit card.

We emailed the customer care of Zest Airways but then no reply. We even tried to call, but nobody answers, we asked them in their Facebook fanpage but still no reply. Since the day is fast approaching, I tried it myself.

And yes, it worked. Zest Airways online booking accepts Unionbank Eon Debit card. Good thing I have one.

Cinderella's Sister (Minor Waltz)

I had really been a Koreanovela fan ever since. I don't know but I always like the way they do the whole story thing and especially the soundtrack.

I can't even count now how many Korean movies and Korean novels I had ever seen and how many crushes I had. Lol. And I even wished my next life would be a Korean citizen. Haha!

But I am writing this blog because of Cinderella's Sister. Yes I admit I am a Kapamilya (Philippine's ABS CBN Broadcasting Network) and had been with ABS-CBN for years.

There's this soundtrack of Cinderella's Sister that I really like the most. Not to mention that I play piano, that's why I always appreciate classical music. I had been looking for this thing that they play in Cinderella's Sister and I got it! Thanks to youtube. Lol.

missing my TL's.

i remember what Sir Gary of Six Eleven Global Services told us during a meeting about our tardiness, that.. when you wake up and start preparing yourself for a work, always think of your loved ones or stuffs that would inspire you to go to work and do your work right.

even though, i am no longer part of the Business Transcription job as I chose to, that thought still remains on me.

i also remember what Sir Jay advised me when I feel like quitting the Chat Support of Global Connect e-Solution. 

"Never quit!"

As the big catch is in the deep. you can't catch big fish in the shallow water. Right?

now that I chose to work at home and that i don't have a physical supervisor. I'll be remembering Sir Gary and Sir Jay's advices. 

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JUST DANCE OYE~

*HOUSE PARTY!*

Today is Saturday and yesterday was Friday. LOL.

Funny when you're tipsy and your friends starts making "pakialam" your computer, or sometimes you join them tripping out.

...and the reason why I love blogging out when I'm drunk is because, I want to know what I did while I was drunk because the moment I become sober, I tend to forget things. ALCOHOLISM!

It was me, gwen and tara over the computer. 

Me, trying to start working my freelance job and the two trying to open their facebook. Para kaming mga batang nag aagawan ng computer. May laptop naman. Hahaha.

Tara, our "taga gawa ng margarita", started become thirsty. Not the normal thirst but the alcohol thirst. To make the story short, we ended up drinking beer.

and that, we were tripping out with others over skype. oh well, my other account. that wasn't really a trip like, what others would think, but trip like responding them, and chatting with them.

Then came over Tara, who suddenly got offended with the lotion thing and everyone on the chatroom was like hating me, but I just ignore them. It was really like more than Tara thing. 

She hates lotion and I understand her because she's a girl trapped in a man's body and she use lotion sometimes when... alam nyo na yun! hahaha! (i'm sorry Tara!) v^_^v

Me and Gwen was really like laughing to death while reading those chatlines and Tara's reaction!.

THE LOTION THING! :))

We even made this blog about those 2 pogi's who was saying I look like a cat/dog. 

In revenge for Tara.

Well, the fun of getting drunk.

So I'm not going to expect gaining friends from that chatroom anymore. The account was mine so I'm taking the responsibility.

Lots of haters down here. LOL

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