@ Evil Zone w/ Chan

virtual world is far different from the reality.

some people, those who have strong personalities don't really apply virtual worlds to reality. they do know, it's just virtual, it's just ingame.

boy met girl ingame. he courted him ingame. she liked him and they become one in game. feelings are involved. can you still say its JUST INGAME?

i don't really know if when a guy and a girl became on ingame, the guy suddenly get serious with her. some guys, have poor virtual reality. girls do have. im sorry to compare but, that's what i see most.

i got so seriously in loved with this guy.. INGAME. i still don't have the guts to have an "in real life" relationship for nobody got my attention yet. crushes are there but im no longer teeny weeny. =) anyway.

so, i was with him for almost 5 months. until he got cold.

every stupidity tear dropped from my eyes, let me realized that virtual should really not conquer your real world.

he's too far from me. he is just ingame. i haven't even touched him or seen him personally.

yah really. he is just a virtual one.
i should have not take virtual reality conquer me. i integrated virtual my daily life and activities.

well, i should just thank him anyway for the experiences.

i just hope he got nice life ahead.

bye alvin =)

KARMA~

THIS IS JUST A COMMENT FROM http://jek-jekjek.blogspot.com/.

Karma is a Sanskrit word that means "action." Karma has commonly been considered a punishment for past bad actions, but karma is neither judge nor jury. Rather, it is simply the universal law of cause and effect that says every thought, word and act carries energy into the world and affects our present reality. Karma can also refer to the "work" we have ahead of us, which includes lessons from both our past and present lives.

Unfortunately, not all good actions have immediate rewards. You might see the positive results of positive actions tomorrow, you might see them in your next lifetime or you might not see them at all. You might be thinking, "If I'm not going to benefit, what's the point?" There is one. Every positive action you take has a positive effect, whether you see it or not. You just need to trust in the universe.

from: http://www.tarot.com/articles/karma/what-is-karma.php

YOU WON'T REALLY KNOW WHEN KARMA STRIKES!

it's been awhile since i haven't posted anything here.

i was so busy with my school stuffs and ran online stuffs.

a mother. a student. a sister. a friend. an egamer!

homay! how in the world could i ever make it to blog something here.

anyway.

i just stopped by, hope i could have something to post here anytime soon.

take care readers!
(as if i have one =)

SURYUN

ano po ba ang suryun?

ang suryun po ay isang event kung saan nag rerespawn ng mobs ang game master sa isang partikyular na lugar na ang drops ay golds.. refines.. resistance.. armors at weapons.

syempre.. hindi ka basta bastang makakapasok sa lugar ng pagsusuryunan..

kelangan mo ng wedding card or shibuya 1 card.

kung gusto mo nman ng walang card card..

may libre naman, sa practicing yard..

un nga lang.. channel 0. at ma dedead ka sa mga mamaw dun pag PK time.

ang suryun po ay minsan scheduled.

minsan din random.

kaya timing timing nalang. :)

eto po ang

SEPTEMBER
SURYUN DAILY CLASS EVENT/
WEEKLY EXAM SURYUN EVENT
(reposted: http://forums.e-games.com.ph/index.php?showtopic=182589)


September 1 – Tuesday (No RAN Alerts.)
Channel 1 – Shibuya 1

Kalayaan – 10:00am
Alab – 11:00am
Strife – 1:00pm
Fury – 2:00pm
Alamat – 5:00pm
Wrath – 6:00pm
Tala – 8:00pm
Havoc – 9:00pm


Every Monday
Channel 1 - Wedding Hall

Alamat – 1:00pm
Tala – 1:30pm
Kalayaan –2:00pm
Fury – 2:30pm
Strife – 5:00pm
Alab – 6:00pm
Havoc – 8:00pm
Wrath – 9:00pm


Every Wednesday
Channel 1 – Wedding Hall

Kalayaan – 1:00pm
Alab – 1:30pm
Strife – 2:00pm
Fury – 2:30pm
Alamat – 5:00pm
Wrath – 6:00pm
Tala – 9:00pm
Havoc – 10:00pm


Every Friday
Channel 1 – Wedding Hall

Strife – 1:00pm
Alamat – 1:30pm
Havoc – 2:00pm
Alab – 2:30pm
Kalayaan – 5:00pm
Tala – 6:00pm
Fury – 8:00pm
Wrath – 9:00pm


Every Saturday
Channel 1 – Shibuya 1

Tala – 10:00am
Kalayaan – 11:00am
Strife – 1:00pm
Wrath – 2:00pm
Alamat – 5:00pm
Alab – 6:00pm
Havoc – 9:00pm
Fury – 10:00pm




Suryun Weekly Exam – Every Sunday for the whole week of September
Location: Channel 0, Practicing Yard


September 6

Alamat – 10:00am
Tala – 11:00am
Kalayaan – 1:00pm
Fury – 2:00pm
Strife – 5:00pm
Alab – 6:00pm
Havoc – 8:00pm
Wrath – 9:00pm


September 13

Kalayaan – 10:00am
Alab – 11:00am
Strife – 1:00pm
Fury – 2:00pm
Alamat – 5:00pm
Wrath – 6:00pm
Tala – 8:00pm
Havoc – 9:00pm


September 20

Strife – 10:00am
Alamat – 11:00am
Havoc – 1:00pm
Alab – 2:00pm
Kalayaan – 5:00pm
Tala – 6:00pm
Fury – 8:00pm
Wrath – 9:00pm


September 27

Tala – 10:00am
Kalayaan – 11:00am
Strife – 1:00pm
Wrath – 2:00pm
Alamat – 5:00pm
Alab – 6:00pm
Havoc – 8:00pm
Fury – 9:00pm

STAY IN MY MEMORY by BIM

i was browsing the youtube when i was pissed of with someone.

he is just so confusing.

i can't hardly understand him.

but, despite that.. i . . . . him



I found another point of view
just a dead end avenue
im growing close back to you
just want i dont wanna do
just what i dont wanna do
is to fall infront of you

and you can break and you can mend
for all the wrongs that you defend
you learn the hard way in the end

so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i can start to begin again
so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i cant start to begin again

so i dont wanna be left with all this
I plan to be there right by your side
oh it seems like this could be
just a dream with you and me

dont wanna be left with all this
I plan to be there
I plan to be there right by your side

so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i can start to begin again
so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i cant start to begin again

and you and i we had the stars
and you and i we had the stars
that you left over and over again
and you and i we had the stars
and you and i we had the stars

i dont wanna be left with all this
I plan to be there right by your side

so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i can start to begin again
so stay in my memory
you can hide out there
dont take all my thoughts today
so i cant start to begin again

STRAYDOLL: LOST =)

After 3 fights of KOTH: Junior Division; straydoll, Lost!. Well, it's okey. I won't whine for it. Anyway, it's understandable because its my first time to join those PvP events.. and this... i will charge it to experience. =)

I really don't know why until now I still didn't absorbed the lost. I joined purposely for experience sake, because I really don't have any idea about those PVP stuffs.

All my RAN ONLINE life, my only character is shaman. So, accessories isn't really important to me. Now that I have my archer, accessories really is a must. hahah!

Even though I lost. I am still glad that I met and chatted with GM Tsip, GM Tsong and GM Vrael. GM Hope that time was so busy so we didn't bother her anymore.

SPECIAL THANKS:

GM HOPE
GM VRAEL
GM PAPS
GM TSIP
GM TSONG
GM BOSS =)
GM JOY
GM LOVE
GM FAITH
THE TGM
(who inserted my accessories right away =))

-|-`Kashmir`-|-
TYRONE
PATRICK
PAW
JARED
and friends who supported me all the way.


(UNTIL NEXT TIME KOTH!!)

Wrath server: 07-29-09 CLUB WARS: THE SWORDIE PARTY.

TAGALOG MODE muna tayo ngayon mga repapips. Naubusan nako ng English. YOu know! Vit water!. Hehehe.

Anyway, sa buong buhay ko sa Ran Online, ngayon lang ako naka party ng halos lahat swordie. Oh well, syempre, kelangan ng shaman.. Kaya aun, nasali ako pati ung isa. hahaha.

Wala naman ako masyadong maikwento sa inyo kundi, ishare ang mga pictures namin.

Kung swordie lang ako e, edi sana, meju mahaba habang kwento to kasi syempre, isheshare ko sa inyo ung mga combo skills ka echusan ng mga swordie. Kaso, shaman ako e. Ang alipin tuwing cW. ba dito, Ba dun.. Mh dito, Mh dun.. Fb dito.. Fb dun..

Buti nlng.. mababait mga ka party ko... di sila demanding..

I love them na!

Oh sya! eto na kami...

^_^

Good Luck ^_^

WRATH SERVER

GUILD:

``ShReK`
sG`eLites`
SePuLtUra

KOTH 2ND ELIMINATION: straydoll won by default.

july 26. at about 10am. i woke up with the thought of "sunday is KOTH day: Junior and Extreme Division. hhmmm.. i was thinking if it was already semi-finals, so i logged in at the forums and shocked when i saw my name.. oh my God!!.. not again!!.. it is still 2nd elimination. and my name.. and my name.. AND MY NAME IS POSTED!!.. hhahaha!

straydoll vs Phillia

5:42pm. I am already at SG Campus CH0. Hoping to see KRIZANTIE there but she's not there. While standing there nervously. I saw -=ako`c`brian`=-. Super ready. I don't even think he's nervous that time. I don't know if he has a nervous system.

6:07pm. i went to upper market place channel 0 and saw some contestants there.

it was i think almost 7pm when GM Tsong arrived and we immediately started the elimination.. sad to say, my opponent Philia, wasn't able to come. so, i won by default.

picture picture sana kaso... natabunan c GM Tsong.

D`Memories

sdfsdfafdsaf

KING OF THE HILL: 2nd match winner; straydoll :)

for 3 years of playing RAN ONLINE. it really never came to my mind to join those player versus player events. i'm not even fond of PK-ing.

until, i decided to create an archer character, then the KING OF THE HILL registration opened. so, i thought of joining then since i still belong to the JUNIOR DIVISION. but of course, there are discouragements in my mind. i don't have those nice armor set .. good weapon and accessories. how in the world will i survive that kind of PvP event.

the first KOTH registration closed and i wasn't able to register. . fortunately after how many weeks.. the registration opened. i really wanted to .. but the cons are.. i dont have armor set.. weapon.. and accessories for that..

July 13, 2009. 1:45pm. .. someone encouraged me to register. Keep`Distance. he said, there's really nothing to lose. just try. so, i did registered.

July 17. a week after, my friend texted me that i already have my KOTH schedule. 2nd match. 6pm. kalayaan server. my opponent? -=seduction=- of PHOENIX. Dex Brawler.

i was really worried then, because dex brawlers are known to have cancelling skill and stuffs. and that really is my weakness.

i hate to duel with dex brawlers.. or.. it's just that i don't know to strategize my archer in dueling stuff. hahaha.

july 19. 5:45pm .. i am online already at kalayaan. channel 0. while ice breaking. i chatted with krizantie at the sg campus. an egames correspondent.

6pm when the Game Master greeted us Good Evening. I was really nervous then. so, i went na to the upper market ch0 and waited for my turn.

until me and -=seduction=- was summoned to N-Practicing Yard.

before the fight, we had a picture together with GM Tsong.

"picture picture bago matalo. hahaha" by -=seduction=-

after that picture taking, the fight begun:

first fight: "YOU LOSE" . .
second fight: "YOU WIN"
third fight: "YOU WIN"..

yeah right!.. i read it so clearly.. i won the eliminition for the KING OF THE HILL Junior Division Kalayaan server.

thanks to my sponsors:

-|-`Kashmir`-|-
(my potpot)

-|- _Shedz_-|-

and

PATRICK and SCI!!

~oye!~


GM TSONG.. :)

GLOOMY SUNDAY AT RAN ONLINE

sunday is the most gloomy day of my entire gaming life, well maybe because of the environment. the very quiet and peaceful sunday ambiance.

sad to say, i don't have an extra money this week to level up even one of my characters.

BUT speaking of character's, let me introduce first my "characters".

first of;

slumdoll



class: shaman
level: 183
server: wrath
school: sg
date created: may 31, 2009

next;

straydoll


w/ GM Hope =)

class: archer
level: 157
server: kalayaan
school: sg
date created: june 20, 2009

but of course, my ever first created character:

-`misty`-
(hacked! but under the custody of egames)



class: shaman
level: 192
server: kalayaan
school: sg
date created: october, 2006

lastly;

(my pretty vendor)

salesdoll



those are my pretty ran online characters. as i've said, i don't have an extra money this week to level up my character. so, i just used my salesdoll to vend all my locker stuffs.

while vending, i saw GM Hope, plurking at www.plurk.com, and requested her to visit kalayaan server so i could have picture with her. generously, she said yes..

JM (IGN: jey-em) is along with me. so its the two of us who took pictures with GM Hope.

here are the screenshots:

pardon me, im not so good in angle - ing. hahaha!

first, it was just me.. GM Hope and JM.







then somebody saw us;





and another one..





but that is potpot..hehehe!

RAN ONLINE THEME SONG

i was so bored when i surfed videos in youtube..

i typed on "ran online".. and watched videos from different players..

some are videos .. some are slideshows only of pictures.. even so, they are so creative with that..

as i surfed and surfed.. i end up with this very touching video from a man, i think, who fell inlove through ran online and composed this song.



(verse 1)
Sa game na to akoy nawili
nalilibang aking sarali
nakilala pa kita
paglalaro ko'y lalong sumaya

Pagod man at wala ng SP
na papaOYE aking sarili
sumasayaw gumagalaw
dahil kasama ay ikaw

(chorus)
Kahit sa isang laro
dito tayo nagkatagpo
nagkalila nagkasama
napaibig mo ako sinta 2X

(verse 2)
Ako ay sobrang happy
kapag ikaw na ang ka party
lagi man nadadapa
ito'y binabalewala
Ang lvl ko'y okay na!
basta ikaw ang kasama
kahit na akoy WEAK pa!
poprotektahan kita..

(Back to chorus)

(Bridge)
Sabihin man ng mga mamaw na ako ay weak pa.
At walang binatbat kapag ka duel sila Basta't sakin lang ako ay masaya kapag kasama ka!!

(back to chorus)

--

and for the chords??

C-G-Am-F

F-G x4 then A--

tapos D,A,Bm,G

that's it..

--

i hope the composer will allow me to do the piano thing on his song.

i love it very much ^_^

EGAMER MOM

reposted from: akosiaia.blogspot.com 04-06-09

im sorry if i haven't blogged in for some days.

i don't know why i get so "tamad"

^_^

today is my birthday.

AN EGAMER MOM CONFESSION

AN EGAMER MOM CONFESSION
=P

Let me just share you my experience of being a mother gamer. Yes, I am and I know I'm not the only one. Cool huh!?

I want to start this with a little introduction.

I am a mother now for 1 year and 2 months already (well, still counting) of a baby girl, named "AVA". Well, computer gaming isn't really new to me. I started playing computer games since I was in elementary, particularly in grade 4. My father taught me this. Even my mother, is a gamer mom also.

Though, right now that they are older, they chose to play LEFT FOR DEAD instead. and NO to TETRIS and PACMAN.

Anyway, being a gamer mom isn't really as easy as 1 to 10. First, you need to take care of your child and second, you are battling with your gaming addiction. Especially that the game I am playing now needs a lot of time for leveling up. Well, that's the essence of an online game. "Takes a lot of time to level up" (",)

Just last few weeks, i refrain playing RAN ONLINE for some reasons. I was hacked. Bad thing is that, I did not retrieved my character which I spend a lot of money, time and effort but to think of the good side, now that I am not playing ran online. I can spend much more time with my daughter. Can bond with her more often and can see her development now.

BUT.. QUITTERS NEVER WIN as they say. who said that I quitted my ONLINE GAME life? Never did I.

Now, I am addicted to ZX ONLINE. Yes, you read it right. I started playing it just last April 1, with the help of GM VRael. An eGames Community Game Master.

You wonder how in the world did I make it playing with a 1 year old with me?

It is possible.

If ever you encounter a gamer in your party that makes a lot of excuses in leveling up; like,

*Wait po ah! CR lng!. (My baby actually is crying)
*AFK lng po ko. Wait lang (emergency! my baby is bored)
*Kain lang po ko. Saglit lang! (my baby is hungry)
*aw. . LAG (my baby is taking my place infront of the computer)

and last but not the least;

if you notice my character typing stuffs like this;

*+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
*11111111111111111122222-- -+++++--+
*asdfasjffa jsdffnasdf asdfwertfjwaf

then, that's my baby!..

Now, think twice if your partymate AFK a lot and so reasonable.

Maybe that's me.

..aw, LAG!....... .. .......................................

reposted from: akosiaia.blogspot.com 04-06-09

welcome!

this is already my 3rd blog site.

from ranmisty.blogspot.com

to akosiaia.blogspot.com

now, i come up to straydoll.blogspot.com

i hope that this will be my last blog page..

anyways.. welcome to my chilling zone!! (yeah!)